This Year is so Hard to handle

I don't know want I want to aspect in this year. last year I was wondering if like in this year my life is gonna be great but unfortunately that was not i hope for. My lenses, hanphone, laptop was gone when I back to my home. That kind of sign was gave me senses that this year is gonna be hard and I just take easy on it.

few days before was the day that my life changing again. everything that what was suspected before turning to be friend and helping. That make me so weird that suddenly who has two-face now turning in into the one who understand the situation and want to help to solve the problem. second case is someone who I'm in love is turning away from me and  and the word that always kept in my mind is turning into a bullshit but still care about it and hope this thing can be faster to solve. This year is really the gonna be smooth way to pass.