How do you know, that u still III

As usual my feeling for sensing someone is quite sensitive. Even though I already apologies and sorry for the past, but somehow I felt like he still III with me. Now what do you want it? How do I respect you if u didn't show your mature and leave it behind the past already. Either or what I'm hoping that we could still become a friend, and have a gag and also laugh to each other like the old time.

what should I try to make you become normal again? Punch me? Kill me? Scold me?

Nothing much to say maybe just see how do you want to solve it.