Decision

kita pastiny tao kalo kehidupan ini penuh dengan misteri yg endk terduga. Detik demi detik semua bisa berubah seketika tanpa yg kita harapkan. Itu yg membuat kita selalu berpikir apakah jalan yg kita pilih itu benar ato tidak. Terkadang kita mengira tuh sudah benar atau malah sebalikny.

Terkadang pilihan itu sangat penting buat kita, dan itu bisa merubah pola kehidupan kita. Pilihan oh pilihan.... kalau kita sudah memilih antara A ato B, jalan cerita ato pun naskah cerita pun jg bakal berbeda yg bakal kita lakoni (peragakan). bisa terbayang kan klo dari sifat kita yg duluny baek bisa jadi yg bukan kita inginkan.

untuk keputusan cinta itu sendiri. ini yg biasany aku kurang pahamin dan kadang rasany membingungkan. aku sendiri mungkin kurang mendalamin soal beginian tapi kalau di minta saran mungkin ya bisa lah aku bantu tapi sebatas cara pandangku aja untuk mencernany. kita bisa suka karena seseorang itu biasany karena dia tuh berbeda di mata kita dan dia tuh membuat kita penasaran. entah mengapa saat mencoba mendekati pasangan kita, cara pendekatanny ke dia dengan temen kita tuh rada berbeda banget. rasany tuh kalau bercerita dengan dia tuh kayakny harus di kasih skenario dolo deh biar bisa kelop, walaupun itu kita mencoba bisa mendekatin diri kita kedia. kadang kala kita merubah sifat kita hanya untuk demi dia sesat. Setelah sudah dpt ternyata pasangan kita malah ngomel2 ke kita ato temen kita kayak begini " kamu kok beda sih. dulu waktu PDKT ama aku kmu mesra2 trus perhatian banget trus sekarang kmu malah cuek ke aku." itu sih yg biasa di alamin. ya ujungny ya berantakan deh, si dia endk siap sifat kita yg asli yg situ malah bingung jg bakal di putusin ato endk. hahaha.... emang memusingkan ya.

Saat memilih, kita harus melihat kedepan apa yg bakal terjadi kalau kita putus ama dia ato pun berjalan dengan si dia. Pertama kita harus melihat dari sisi kalau kita jalan ama dia

• apakah dia bakal setia ama kita?
• apakah kita bakal serius ke dia?
• apakah kita bakal memilih teman ato pacar kita?
• apakah sifat dia itu sudah pas?
• apakah PDKTan kita sudah cukup untuk siap menunju jenjang pacaran?
• apakah kalau pacaran ama dia bakal mengeffect ke pergaulan kita?
• apakah temen2 kamu sudah siap menerima dia?

mungkin dari contoh dari yg aku kasi nih mayan lah buat membuka gambaran kalau kita bakal jalan bareng ama dia. seandainy kita putus dengan si dia apakahny yg bakal ngeffect?

• pertemanan sama pacar: berantem ato temanan
• kesehari2an : menghindar ato normal
• kumpul2 dengan temen sepergaulan : diam2an ato bercerita2

bisa dilihatkan mungkin dari 3 itu sih yg aku pernah alamin , dan mungkin ini jg salah satu hal yg bakal kita hadapin kalau putus. Kedua hal itu kalau kita sudah di pikir matang2, berarti ya sudah bersiap2 lah menjalanin cerita yg bakal kita buat dan jalanin selayakny drama2 di TV atopun di opera.

ya saat ini mungkin aku rada2 sering bertanya ama diri sendiri atopun ama temen2 ku sih. ya mungkin ini yg bisa aku bagi buat hari ini. udah lama jg sih aku endk share2 di blog ini.

ya semoga menikmatin lah.

OH YA! buat temen2 semester 8 sekarang ini SELAMAT YA BUAT SPARK ny. sudah berjalan dengan sukses tuh. salut buat kalian. ya semoga kita bisa bertemu lagi di kehidupan yg kedepan ini. waktu terus bergilir, generasi terus berganti, tapi kita tetap masih sahabat. hehehe...

HAPPY HOLIDAY FOR ALL LUCT student and lecture

Hello Blogger

KL Globe

sudah lama juga ya endk meng-update blog ku. mungkin karena sibuk dengan tugas2 kuliah ama moodny belom ada aja sih mungkinny klo mao ketik2. ya mayan lah sempet2in update aja selagi ada moodny sih.

hmmm..... hari ini adalah hari yg rada menyenangkan bagi saya. apa mungkin karena ya bisa pergi refreshing bersama2 teman2 seperkumpulan di kampus mungkin ya. ya bisa di bilang begitu sih, bisa nton bareng2, makan bareng2, minum bareng2 ( endk juga sih) ya mayan lah untuk menghilangkan ke stressan ku selama kuliah ini yg di kejer dengan deadline tugas2 kuliahku ini. mungkin dari kesenangan itu yg terkadang ak punya batasan sendiri klo masalah sesuatu hal yang emang klo soal begituan rada aneh aja sih. tapi yauda lah biarkan saja. jangan terlalu menjadi momok di hati. namany jg pergaulan mungkin harus bisa mengetauin sisi setiap org ya. haha...

mungkin itu aja dolo sih buat hari ini. sebenerny ada banyak hal yg pengen ak bagi cerita tentang hidup kuliahku saat ini. mungkin laen kali aja deh ya. klo sempet pasti ak ceritain. yang pasti aku bener2 struggle ama penyakit grammer ku ini di kuliahku saat ini -_-' sedihny. harus banyak belajar lage nih bhs inggris. blepetan banget dah inggrisku.

My time here is running out

tinggal beberapa hari aja aku bakal tinggal di bali dan harus beranjak lage ke kehidupan kuliahku yg ada di negeri tetangga sana. rencana ku untuk berangkat ke jkt tgl 20 aku undur hingga waktu yg bisa aku bayangkan dan inginkan dulu. karena entah mengapa acara2 yg ada di bali baru bermunculan ( sialny) hingga aku pengen menyempatkan diri dahulu dan berhubung banyak hal yg ingin aku lakukan jg disini ya gt deh.

Tiket untuk pulang ke kampus halaman udah di beli. dan aku juga harus bergegas juga untuk mempersiapkan mental dan fisik untuk mengerjakan tugas2 yg bakal tambah kayak SETAN kesusahanny, oh ya ama ide yg baru lupa hal yg terpenting. ya teman2 sekampusku yg ada di seluruh pelosok indonesia gunakanlah waktu liburmu dengan baik ya. sampe berjumpa lage nti hehehe...

Just Wanna Say

EVERYONE IN THIS WORLD IS NOT PERFECT

SO

DON'T WORRY ABOUT YOUR WEAKNESS

BE STRONG, IMPROVE YOUR SELF, AND BE HAPPY ABOUT YOUR SELF

Something to learn at this time

no wonder each every years, semesters, months, days, hours, minutes, second everyone that i know now is changing and they have become more mature the way of thinking of something about life. this made me realize that each one of have their own dream to came true and past it so what they want can be fulfill it. that ambition of them to get they dreams came true that make me want to change also and want become more better also.

I also have some kind of needs that want to have what i want to get. that kind of think made me cannot stop to collecting and buying some stuff that in my mind that this tools can help me to improve my skill. somehow this thing made people surrounding me notice it, and don't know in my head said that they want me to show how i can handle this tools. this thing can be challenging for me and made me interest to explore more and this kind of level i need to show i can life in this kind of world that need some creativity and quality of new kind of design and final result. maybe this times i need to stop this kind of thought and more to exploring my old gears and tools that i had it before. coz my old stuff is also can made a great thing hehehe.....

the way of difference thinking of thought it also made our live change also and can be our input to our live not so small to think off. no wonder this world is so interesting and sometimes made our life to keep on going to improve self and don't want to be fall behind for another.

hmmm.... feel so Yummy

just now i'm looking for my friends lens that he wanted to buy and i found it that they sell it in Malaysia, somehow i interested also with that lenses. the lens is so cheap and the result is wasn't bad either is really good for my old camera to compete with the other. i do really need to have fisheye lenses for my camera that i can use it for any daily time and for other things to satisfied my human eyes feeling.

firstime i was considering to look for canon 15mm f/2.8 fisheye that can be use for my FF cam, but somehow i already enough with my wide angle lenses and also the canon lenses still an old lenses. i always hopping that lenses was getting renew it so probably got the ultrasonic system or any other thing that make that body lenses more goody.

now i still got the Crop factor camera that i already renew it into another different type of color so that i can get more explore with my two camera when doing another photo session and hunting session. this cropping things made all my lenses didn't work for a wider angle when is attach into this cam body. so maybe this with this korean lenses with a affordable price i still will considering to buy this lenses that almost half of sigma 10mm f/2.8 fisheye price.

sample image

samyang 8mm f/3.5 is considering ok when i'm look at the aperture and also it's manual focusing lenses so it considering ok for me coz the all the lenses with motor inside the lenses it's still so noisy. this lenses when i was see the review the bad things of this lenses is the achromatic aberration and it's bad for the flares control and as for me while i'm doing the photo shoot i was look also the body of the camera that really can stand for the drips of water and dust that it's really important maybe this lens still using a plastic lens body that not tough.

probably now i'm planning to save my money to look for this lenses and try it is it this lenses really good or not.

need to be more serious

this semester i need to be more serious when doing in my assignment as specially CAD and the Copyrighting subject in here coz this subject is the biggest credit that i need to get it for. last semester my result was drop. that really disappointing me that my quality when doing the assignment wasn't 100% into it. hope this semester will be more OK and GOOD.