My feeling not so alright at this moment

I DON'T FEEL RIGHT AT THIS TIME

I WONDER WHY

AND

HOW

THIS COULD BE HAPPEN SO SUDDENLY

HOPEFULLY IT WILL BE ALRIGHT

So Many way you try

Each of activities and community hold their believes and ways to interact to each other. Many of them try to find their ways to get to know each others and behave. It's the way we live. When we get know to each other and become partner of our life time, it become different again how we live on it. We will be more responsible for what we are going to protect and give to our partner. In the while we will focusing to our partner rather than our friends. Normal thing that human always do.

Finding our right partner is always like Statistic level. Sometimes we will go up and suddenly can be down. This how life can be, and it is not going to be static. Life will always dynamic and change. This is make our life so different with the animals. We will understand a self-experience and learn from the past. We must keep going and finding the right place to land and harbor. It's ok if won't find the right partner for this time, or we have fight with them. This is why we learn from the past and study it, so for the next time we won't make mistake anymore and learn from that.

Sometimes when life you and me is may not to be together. We will heading to two way of separating reason, either break up nicely or badly. This we will see how a person keep their relationship and friendship after broke up. It's way we think in cool head or stone head to finish the final decision if we are having it. We know that when life is moving on, Our mind will thinking of him/her to get back together, but we need to see it again how we finished before. If you make the right move when you broke up, maybe it will success if you get back again, but if you don't finish it right then you know what the answer it. We will feel guilty from what we have done in the past and want to fix it, but if you already try and know the the final result He/She won't come back to us, then please let us move on to the next life.

It strange for us to move in the new community and life, when we already comfortable with the past. This is show how we maturing our life. Past is always a past that we only look back for a while and just for our guidance to not fall for it again and just keep moving on. We may not a perfect person, but by this experience we change our life to become a perfect person that we can make it happen.

Dream

Directed & Written: Kurniawan Adinata
Cameramen: Yohanes Martotiar
Music: Nosaj Thing- Aquarium

Tools:
Camera: 5D MK II
Lens: Canon 16-35mm f2.8 L USM, Canon 50mm f1.2 L USM II, and Canon 24mm f1.4 L USM II

Software: Adobe After Effect, and Adobe Flash

Testing with Bessa R3M

This was my first time using the real Range Finder camera. It was different when i was using Bessa R3M rather then my Canon A35F the feeling was a lot different. The sensation after i used Voigtlander camera the different was in the viewfinder was brighter, and easier to focus on the subject, and then all the aperture and shutter speed I did it manually. It seems that I felt so different after I used camera. The weight was lighter rather than my DSLR, even for my 400D this camera was lighter. It more compact rather then using DSLR that really obvious. The image quality of the lens I don't underestimate this one. the Voigtlander 75mm f1.8 Classic Heliar lens was sharp, the tone was nice. The size also was not really make people afraid and well compact to used.

I felt that the handle was nice, maybe it will be nice if i buy the handle grip for it. After a few times I tried to shoot with it, the focusing was not really problem just need to get used to it and maybe I just got the problem with the lightmeter on the camera. I felt like that it sometimes was not correct and sometimes was wrong. I get used to it first and how how to handle with it.

I tried this camera with my most expensive roll film. It was Fujifilm Natura Asa 1600. I liked the tone of this film. The color that this film produced was more green, and soft lighter blue. I liked to feel nostalgic with this color. The grainy was clean but sometimes wasn't. It happened if I shot in daily light the grainy will appear rather than indoor or more cloudy or darker area the grainy still well control. overall for this film good when you need a quick shutter speed in dark place, so this film you can count in it, but this film you need to consider with the price also because if you really need it then buy if not then try to used ASA 400 or 800 with flash.

This camera will be my perfect buddy which I will used it for street photo, and daily activity. I felt so lazy to bring my big digital camera right now. The sensation and the color was different. This was the digital camera could not get. It probably my digital camera will be my working partner for some certain of job or work to do.